emo moment

it’s hard to put things in perspective when you don’t buy the validity of its importance at all. healthy skepticism may be necessary to ironically protect yourself against false realities, but there’s always the loophole of ‘belief’ that has the ability to ensnare yourself into pretexts and detach yourself from arriving at sound, reasonable judgment.

radiohead once said, “just because you feel it doesn’t mean it’s there.” …i wonder if the opposite is true – just because you don’t feel it doesn’t mean it’s not there. i think this one is better…gives me an air of optimism.

45 52 days to go…i can’t be more hopeful than this. but i know i am more scared than hopeful… scared to see how our eyes no longer meet…how we no longer hum the same tune…or maybe i am scared cos it’s the other way around…that despite the yearlong torment both in mind and heart…it was just me, overreacting and all…another drama queen saga you know!

that at the other side of the world, he too is infact wretched. then maybe forgiveness will come easy. maybe i won’t even start asking all the hundred questions i have suppressed for the longest time. maybe if we promise each other it-is-us-no-matter-what from now on, everything’s gonna be alright.

maybe. yes maybe. i just realized how “maybe” is such an encouraging word!

waaah!='( want some huggin’ tonight.


4 Responses to “emo moment”

  1. 1 abbyG 30 October, 2006 at 5:20 pm

    gie, are u ok? hit me up kung kailangan.

  2. 2 banggigay 30 October, 2006 at 7:02 pm

    wow mars! sarap pakinggan! i’m afraid though i’m not or so i think.
    on wp, ang hirap maglipat bahay. i’m so obobs on transferring and linking posts. the site was a present to me, but geez! it’s not a site for an antediluvian blogger like me :'(

  3. 3 abbyG 30 October, 2006 at 10:36 pm

    sa wp, may feature na pwede mo i-transfer yung old content mo sa kanila, that’s what i did with my old blogspot acct., kaya yan!

  4. 4 banggigay 2 November, 2006 at 5:15 pm

    ok, try ko uli. mare, lmk when kaw online so we can sit a spell and trade stories.
    geez! i miss chatting with u!

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